update

landed the hit, feeling good finally after so many years. is what i'd say if I did actually achieved it. Well, I'm overdosed on Monster Energy so i'll pretend that i did it to em in feb 14 and that the 2019 curse is over.

A 2020 throwback. (Valentine's special, for now)

A throwback during when I still felt like I had a good future & I still felt like I was achieving something (like working on my AMN series), and when I was still feeling great with Beta, Mado, Vallery, Alexander Cooper 19 & etc as despite the fiascos and rumors, we were treating each other decently & such, in other words we hanging out well. (until I slowly but surely killed off my respect & what made us be so nice to each other, now I rarely even interact with anyone in the webs outside of Latest's streams, but I hope I can change this sooner or later bc this is just miserable at this point, I cherish those old discord times dammit.) also released on feb 14 from that year but that was because of the dating problems that happened in 2019 & such, No joke that was nothing compared to the corruption & mental health issues i've been going through since 2025. https://youtu.be/8sDgS1sh5Ns update: decided to unlist it bc feb 14 is a reminder of what I should've achieved and gotten in 2019 and I felt like people deserve to watch it, other old vids of mine that've been privated or unlisted might get this treatment as well if I decide to change my mind. ps: no, i am not sad rn despite the vent tag, but I had to vent why I am not fond of feb 14 until I finally find someone that I can be well...that. ps2: as i was writing this, i was suddenly feeling inspired to bring back this kind of videos that showed my true character, maybe if my dementia doesn't ruin this plan then i'll do it with this same kind of primitive editing...maybe. ps3: final ps, but...I was feeling inspired to find someone. and I mean for real now. although it will be something of notice but, I believe there's one more chance to correct all this mess once and for all! The 2019 GM curse has to break eventually...

Testing sora 2

based on a real anecdote.