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Saturday, February 14, 2026
update
landed the hit, feeling good finally after so many years.
is what i'd say if I did actually achieved it.
Well, I'm overdosed on Monster Energy so i'll pretend that i did it to em in feb 14 and that the 2019 curse is over.
Friday, February 13, 2026
A 2020 throwback. (Valentine's special, for now)
A throwback during when I still felt like I had a good future & I still felt like I was achieving something (like working on my AMN series), and when I was still feeling great with Beta, Mado, Vallery, Alexander Cooper 19 & etc as despite the fiascos and rumors, we were treating each other decently & such, in other words we hanging out well. (until I slowly but surely killed off my respect & what made us be so nice to each other, now I rarely even interact with anyone in the webs outside of Latest's streams, but I hope I can change this sooner or later bc this is just miserable at this point, I cherish those old discord times dammit.)
also released on feb 14 from that year but that was because of the dating problems that happened in 2019 & such, No joke that was nothing compared to the corruption & mental health issues i've been going through since 2025.
https://youtu.be/8sDgS1sh5Ns
update: decided to unlist it bc feb 14 is a reminder of what I should've achieved and gotten in 2019 and I felt like people deserve to watch it, other old vids of mine that've been privated or unlisted might get this treatment as well if I decide to change my mind.
ps: no, i am not sad rn despite the vent tag, but I had to vent why I am not fond of feb 14 until I finally find someone that I can be well...that.
ps2: as i was writing this, i was suddenly feeling inspired to bring back this kind of videos that showed my true character, maybe if my dementia doesn't ruin this plan then i'll do it with this same kind of primitive editing...maybe.
ps3: final ps, but...I was feeling inspired to find someone. and I mean for real now. although it will be something of notice but, I believe there's one more chance to correct all this mess once and for all! The 2019 GM curse has to break eventually...
Wednesday, February 4, 2026
Thursday, January 22, 2026
I own my computer, wherever you like it or not.
I would like to say that, I would and absolutely want and love to own my computer and not having to be in some kind of spooky shit from it/feel unsafe using it just because money & a group of people who think they're above the world (aka companies) talk.
In other words, I own my computer and no company can just hack, spy or do stuff in it just because they said so in a text dump. I owned old computers from back then and I still do with new ones and it will remain that way forever.
Sunday, January 4, 2026
Alright so, I will get rid of my depression for real & hopefully for a long time, but I'd also like to do some requests to finally bring light to solutions to prevent such cases from happening again.
Look, now that I have calmed down and have seen some good news like nicolas maduro finally getting what he deserves. I do have a proposal for myself and a few selective people out there (if you read this that is).
I WILL get rid of my suicidal tendencies & get rid of my desperate self. but at the same time, I look to NOT be brushed off the way I was then and or be starting from zero or sad stuff like that, bc that will not make me feel any better and could potentially bring me down once again and that time there won't be any going back like there was here. (I would like to say that it was the case back then, and it was pretty bad ngl.)
Second, I do not want to be reminded of any past mistake or crap like that, nor do I need anyone remembering sad things from there and or treat me badly just because of old stuff. That actually can affect my self-esteem and mood when it gets to a serious point, and it certainly did considering the Mystery107 situation in 2023 (I do regret doing the way I did it [especially since I didn't even provide context aside from some instances], but at least it's clear I didn't had any intentions on supporting any dumb crap Mystery did or does). It also indeed actually affect my actual health IRL, and begun theorizing I might not have the things that made me felt great back then again in these new times.
Third and foremost, I need to rebuild my career (or at least my presence/perceptions) from where I once left off. Which means, that I would LOVE to be back in the places I was at before. and I would LOVE to be able to share and do all the things that I liked to do back then that I couldn't due to me caring about my health & my sadness more than such, and or other nonsense not allowing me to do so.
Finally, I will start forgetting about the bad past & just focus and believe more that I can get the great times back, and that I certainly sincerely apologize for all the bad deeds & whatnot. at the same time you gotta understand how I was feeling during 2023-2025, and how I never expressed it in such unfiltered way to some part. 2025 was a close death for me thanks to my damn mental health & depression & how many things were like for me, I definitely hope that I just can redeem myself for real this time.
So anyways, if you find me dead by any case (don't ask why i'm saying this), then let me reiterate that I'm no longer feeling suicidal and or depressed.
In the meantime, I may showcase new mugen stuff hopefully, if not then maybe something in my alt channel. And yes oh yes, I am planning on returning to discord in a more public way like it was in the early days.
And either way, I gotta be honest one more time for the record and hopefully for it to be more comprehensible with this image.
Wednesday, December 24, 2025
What I wish for this christmas.
What I wish for this christmas is that I get to be in good terms with ValleryTheNepGamer96, nexus mado and the likes once again. and to solve world hunger.
So, my present for this christmas is these five files:
https://www.mediafire.com/file/8tftlaeqnzyqp8s/Dark_Colonel-F.7z/file
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1wsLczDb9l1ABjDXRgkAwYHvd0qThxv2u/view?usp=sharing
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1GThGbT_QI-zkp64rK0V57tjY3EFz1VWr/view?usp=sharing
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1017tG3Q5VKCnkNx0HF4SX1QoFDCFfVbg/view?usp=sharing
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1zfmWv-DZylowE4bBw4zGSkOfqGPSl-5i/view?usp=sharing
https://www.mediafire.com/file/pv7p5qho7glvctl/The+Four+Peters+&+Homers.7z/file
So, my present for this christmas is these five files:
https://www.mediafire.com/file/8tftlaeqnzyqp8s/Dark_Colonel-F.7z/file
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1wsLczDb9l1ABjDXRgkAwYHvd0qThxv2u/view?usp=sharing
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1GThGbT_QI-zkp64rK0V57tjY3EFz1VWr/view?usp=sharing
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1017tG3Q5VKCnkNx0HF4SX1QoFDCFfVbg/view?usp=sharing
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1zfmWv-DZylowE4bBw4zGSkOfqGPSl-5i/view?usp=sharing
https://www.mediafire.com/file/pv7p5qho7glvctl/The+Four+Peters+&+Homers.7z/file
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