Alright so, I will get rid of my depression for real & hopefully for a long time, but I'd also like to do some requests to finally bring light to solutions to prevent such cases from happening again.

Look, now that I have calmed down and have seen some good news like nicolas maduro finally getting what he deserves. I do have a proposal for myself and a few selective people out there (if you read this that is). I WILL get rid of my suicidal tendencies & get rid of my desperate self. but at the same time, I look to NOT be brushed off the way I was then and or be starting from zero or sad stuff like that, bc that will not make me feel any better and could potentially bring me down once again and that time there won't be any going back like there was here. (I would like to say that it was the case back then, and it was pretty bad ngl.) Second, I do not want to be reminded of any past mistake or crap like that, nor do I need anyone remembering sad things from there and or treat me badly just because of old stuff. That actually can affect my self-esteem and mood when it gets to a serious point, and it certainly did considering the Mystery107 situation in 2023 (I do regret doing the way I did it [especially since I didn't even provide context aside from some instances], but at least it's clear I didn't had any intentions on supporting any dumb crap Mystery did or does). It also indeed actually affect my actual health IRL, and begun theorizing I might not have the things that made me felt great back then again in these new times. Third and foremost, I need to rebuild my career (or at least my presence/perceptions) from where I once left off. Which means, that I would LOVE to be back in the places I was at before. and I would LOVE to be able to share and do all the things that I liked to do back then that I couldn't due to me caring about my health & my sadness more than such, and or other nonsense not allowing me to do so. Finally, I will start forgetting about the bad past & just focus and believe more that I can get the great times back, and that I certainly sincerely apologize for all the bad deeds & whatnot. at the same time you gotta understand how I was feeling during 2023-2025, and how I never expressed it in such unfiltered way to some part. 2025 was a close death for me thanks to my damn mental health & depression & how many things were like for me, I definitely hope that I just can redeem myself for real this time. So anyways, if you find me dead by any case (don't ask why i'm saying this), then let me reiterate that I'm no longer feeling suicidal and or depressed. In the meantime, I may showcase new mugen stuff hopefully, if not then maybe something in my alt channel. And yes oh yes, I am planning on returning to discord in a more public way like it was in the early days. And either way, I gotta be honest one more time for the record and hopefully for it to be more comprehensible with this image.