Thursday, October 5, 2023

Even after all i've said on this blog, I don't think i'll quit everything.

Yeah, you heard me right.

Honestly, even after all i've said and all of my statements and ramblings i've done on this blog or somewhere else.

I mean, i've been lurking around the internet since like 2006-2008 then i finally had first interactive contact with it on 2011-2013, then i took a step further and met some people back in my days, and i don't plan to stop my adventures on here, as this is just the beginning of what's yet to come y'know.

I've been thinking straight, and regardless how shitty my life or my reputation gets, i don't think i'll ever quit my internet life, as it's so unprofessional to me, and i have so many reasons enough to back that claim up for myself.

I really don't give a shit if i don't get anything out from still being in the internet nor i really care about not being any relevant anymore, as i still have the projects that mean so much to me and i won't ever cancel them, even if they won't get the same ammounts of attention as they once did 3 years ago.

Relevancy is what i don't look for anymore, now what i'm looking for is to show people what i was or i'm truely capable of or something, even if it's not going to be noticed in the long terms, so even if i'm still in the internet, I won't become the typical youtuber or user you see mostly nowadays since 2016-17, no clickbaits, no face reveal(so rip for those who were looking forward for that in case) or shit like that, too cringe.

So you know what? Gaming-Man movie progress won't EVER be halted, and the project timelines won't ever be put a end to it, unless if my physical body isn't feeling too well or such(But don't forget, Jack Wallace always finds a different way regardless), I originally started this as a simple joke because of the Alex stuff back in 2019, but if it weren't for that, I would just be doing mugen stuff over and over without anything new to bring to the table besides some stuff, at least i assume, and maybe then i would've considered maybe have a long ass hiatus or something, but not necessarily retire completely or such, maybe there could have been an alternative.

If y'all didn't know, my life as a internet lurker was and still is very horrible and i really don't want to go back to that life anymore, this is why i released those apology videos that i had mentioned in this blog before, and this is why i vented out all of that stuff, I really would hate losing all of the stuff that marked history on my virtual and real life as it is nowadays because of the stupid things i've done.

Laziness,procrastination and distractions may be huge bitches, but that won't and will never stop Jack Wallace Parker and the infinite amounts of ambitions it has.

So overall, I will give out my final apologies to BetaCoding, Nexus_Mado, ValleryTheNepGamer96, Alexander Cooper 19, and the other people who were involved with me or have been affected by the Mystery107 situation for the longest time, I know you won't read this but just in case.

I don't plan to give out apology after apology over a thing that i thought was right to do or something, so yeah have this for a change, anyways, yeah, so if you guys aren't willing to apologize my actions, i won't mind, as i understand it's hard to apologize to someone about that stuff, but i just had to do it if i wanted to stop a stupid thing that spawned from my stupidity in 2019 okay? I just hope you all understand that, I will not throw temper tantrums at you, i will not trashtalk you in public nor private to no one, not even to Mystery, I'll stop overreacting, and i will not commit all of the same crap i've commited in the past few years.

So, if you don't forgive me, regardless i'll still respect you all anyways, even if i'm not allowed back in the servers that i'm now out because of my actions.

But, my projects and ambitions won't ever stop in any kind of case, Even if i distract myself, or any other kind of crap that happens to me, i don't plan to quit it, And don't pay attention to me if i ever say that i quit doing any of that stuff, if i say that, that's not me at all, or i'm just being overdramatic just to let out some steam or such, or maybe even a hacker made me say that, or overall it's just inspect element or shit like that, i mean you get it already if i ever "say" that then that's just not actually me ok?

Anyways, I think that's all i have to say for now, I still need to recover courage to come back to the social medias and such, so i will have some struggling coming back to the internet for the 50th time in a row now, but in the meantime i'll still update my projects, mostly MUGEN, and maybe if my attention span allows it, Vegas projects & etc. (Which i'm trying my best to work on rn i think.)

So yeah, That's all, Until next post! I also have plans to release maybe a post about progress of something there and out to not let this blog "die" or something, regardless if it's minor or whatever, plus to showcase that i'm trustable and loyable with it, even if i don't get stuff out from it as i've said multiple times by now.

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