Latest created a Discord server, and i'm not joining. (at the moment)

So, yeah this blog has been dead for a while, despite what i've said before, I'll admit it's my fault for my lack of keeping up with promises and etc, It's similar in style on DarkViperAU's vods channel, and i'm sorry for my mismanagement of this blog, i'll maybe update it every weekend or something from now on. But that's not what i'm takling about today, Recently Latest announced his new discord server, simply put, i'm gonna say that i'm not gonna join. First i blame the years 2021 and 2023 for ruining my experience in discord ever since, and i blame myself for causing them, which leads to the second reason, my scaredness and insecurity of coming back to discord, i haven't overcome that since last year, and i still have yet to do it. But now i'm gonna get a little serious, and the third reason is that it could just become a ghost town server and stop being active for a long time, yes it'll be active for the first few weeks or so, but then it'll die, and it'll only become quite active when people point out about it, eventually i feel like Latest is going to commit the same moment as somewhere around 2019-2020 where he just deletes the server and the rest is history. No i personally don't think Latest will commit it again now or later, i just think that there's a possibility for that happening once again when you least expect it. From my experience, The last time i created a server was in 2021, but my dumbass decided to delete it just cause the co-owner went missing, and my 2019 ptsd kicked in prompting me to delete the server not too long as it even begun a few days ago. Yeah, i'm not too proud of that, but i feel like there could be a circunstance that Latest might do this in a unexpected time and delete the server. Now i'm aware that's naiveish of me to think that way, but you just never know what happens in the long route, so i'm just saying what COULD happen, and exactly why i'm not doing that, at least at the moment anyways, I don't claim to be right and i don't want that to be right in the slightest. But anyways, now that i don't have anything else to say about this, you have fallen in my master plan, This was set up not to talk about Latest's server until the last paragraph, nah this is to give a long and detailed explaination of what i've done and shit! Alright so i don't remember what i said last time, maybe something about TGM or such, but what you need to know rn is that i've now been writing the script for Gaming-Man 1, Oh yeah, Personally i feel like this will improve everything about GM1, first off because of the fact it never had some sort of script, which meant complete nonsense everywhere, well at least until part 4 somewhat, but now with better editing skills and the beginning of the rise of my own storywriting skills, I feel like Gaming-Man 1 will have better quality in the long route, instead of what i originally planned to be like. The script is not finished so it will not be posted here rn, but once i finish at least one part i'll update this post with it. About The Devil Avenger, if you know you know, I failed to showcase it on Latest's streams 2 times in a row, one because of %n codes, and another because Latest didn't realize that 1p is intentionally made as a Anti-PalNo Down mechanic, so he never changed the palette var to at least Palette 2 or otherwise. But this char, is my retake of Devil of Revenge, it's similar in style to what Alex was planning in Battle of Time, with his own Devil of Revenge, but don't let that take away from what i've got going on with TDA. I've been working on a trailer for his official reveal, with at least to showcase what could be in store for him, well at least if my MUGEN skills allow for such, but it's also a trailer for not only the character, but also to tease what could come in GMZ and later stuff. Now, TGM has recieved quite some changes, but i don't know if it's noteworthy to explain them here, if you wish to see it let me know. The novel games are on hold as of now, my attention has been shifted to vegas projects, mugen stuff and the GM1 script, aka focusing on the harder things before going on the easy stuff. And finally, i've done over 200 song text files for GMZ alone, why? idk, i felt like it was fun to do so, despite it's for a series that doesn't exist yet. I really don't know what could i say now, and there's not much noteworthy things i could say besides that i've been doing progress on some of my stuff, and i don't remember everything i've done, that is if i'm not feeling quite awkward and i decide to explain stuff that could make me look bad than i do rn, but i wanted to revive this blog once again as i feel like maybe reviving this blog every weekend could be for the best, but yeah, not joining Latest's server at the moment, doing some stuff, that's it, cya until either this sunday or if i have something noteworthy to talk about.