Thursday, December 19, 2024
Gaming-Man - Part 5 - The Unfinished Render
Yeah, Remember Gaming-Man? Part 4 was released Mar 2021, 3 FUCKING YEARS WITHOUT A PART 5 RELEASE.
Now, I could just ramble on why it is, but i'll just say, I'm feeling working on it again, as LONG as it has good enough traction, or at least enough attention to keep it going up until lord knows how long lol.
Tbh, I missed working on my series, but goddamn is it really energy and mentally consuming to me, and my life stinking and me constantly feeling a lot of pain does not help at all, Although, I was working on part 5 despite that, during 2022-2023, although i never released a render before.
Until now, to let y'all know that the GM project isn't dead yet, in fact, it's anything BUT dead, i have made SO many plans for it, and I have it all noted in a text file, It's just that me focusing on making insert music lyrics (ala DBZ with their insert music) and my other projects, plus the damned laziness and burnouts has deviated me from actually working on the roots of it man.
Here's the render btw: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1BMT3ryR6z9WDemFQ9Kj288by911jy5LT/view?usp=sharing
I have plans on how to stop this on-going pain for good and focus on my series for real after this point on starting, during and after 2025:
#1: obviously have a better sleep schedule.
#2: ease up on my monster drinking, like moderation on monster.
#3: try my best to forget about burn-outs.
#4: try to control my feelings and thoughts, maybe release a rant or a bunch of random insults in here just so i can let my pain out to have a better working mind on Sony Vegas.
#5: at least try to ignore the pain that comes from real life, and etc.
#6: just try to not let anyone ruin my confidence, otherwise i'm fucked, a big confidence at that.
#7: This is going to be a quite baffling for y'all and myself as well, but i should keep the editing of future parts plain and simple (similar to Tengoku no GC or Nexus Mado's editing), This is just so i can get these out relatively quicker and so i don't feel anymore mentally or energy drained from it, This will only be done for this 1st movie and a bonus one, from Gaming-Man 2 and onwords, we'll go back to the more complex and better editing that I'm known of being capable of doing. (and no matter what, i will try to not move out of that)
#8: find successful ways to unstress myself.
#9: just in general, try my best to focus on my series than anything else, despite how futile it might be, so i'll set my mind in that mode heh.
#10: enjoy the breaks i may have as much as i can, as they're obviously temporary, me.
#11: STOP GETTING DISTRACTED DOING STUFF ON TCRF.NET OR ARCHIVE.ORG, ME.
Let's be positive and hope in EVERY SINGLE WAY that I don't fuck up and I go back onto not releasing anything Gaming-Man related, This is what I want to be known for, Gaming-Man should be known for being it's own thing as a love letter to the things i've been inspired, based and have liked, not just for being a dumb response to a dead childish drama from 2020-2021. (Only this movie and the bouns movie will be like that, but not for the most part for later stuff)
And i wanna forget all the bad crap i've done to stuff and such, I released a entire music apology video with reasonings in the description, so now I should be in peace and following the plans i've made, I don't wanna feel miserable again man...I need to fix my life, but I also need to fix my ambition and passion.
And about the GM original release date (2022)? Well, Guess it's not possible to do that now is it? But I'm not gonna be let down cause of that, I shouldn't.
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