Deleting The Competitions is a very interesting and addicting idea for my definitive success on the internet and real life. So this what I opine about it.

[no i'm not saying "So this is what I think about it", I like stating what I believe without saying 'I think' now that I got used to not say that as often heh] Some of you may remember I was mourning how irrelevant and or unsuccessful my internet and real life is, especially my series which could've been a great time if it actually succeded. (not that I quitted working on it mind you) But recently enough (like a few months) I've had the idea of what the post title says, I've been wondering what if instead of trying to compete with competitions that have advantages that I don't. I started deleting them. So I get the success that I long have mourned, tried hard and did a lot to gain. To make sense I based this idea off of this bootleg DG album: https://archive.org/details/damas-gratis-eliminando-competencias-2014. The simple mention of "Eliminando Competencias" (Deleting Competitions in english) brought this idea to light. And now the meaning is that I release GM independant albums, which I initially based them off the idea of the albums from DBZ with their insert songs. Which not only does this give more GM content that I can pump out, but it's also pretty neat as those take less time to make (depending on how many tracks the album has) compared to animating a entire 10 minute GM part. While the lyrics is another story, covering them is relatively simple but time consuming lol. Now, what are the competitions? Well, to me it has to be those that might be coming in the future that could potentially overshadow and destroy the reach that I could've gained before they arrived in the scene. (In my internet life, I will never forget when TADC just got so popular out of nowhere that to me it meant the potential obliteration of my series' reach, and Mr. Beast to an extent because now people expect his kind of content nowadays) Same thing for me IRL, The new generation could potentially destroy the influence I could've had before they even came around. It doesn't have to be them either, it could be literally anyone that can do it before I could. and I said before that I would continue working on my stuff despite all this (which is still true with the new album release i may do in october or later given how much it takes) but these new competitions are gonna make it haarder and the fact I struggled so much before only to have more of these come out and destroy my chances without much effort is just...awful, i'm not joking either. And no, my friends cannot be competitions because...they're friends, it wouldn't make sense marking them as competitions. (I said this in case if confusion may arrise, It'd be shitty of me to consider the people I actually care about as the same level as my competitions) So, with the fact that despite all my efforts to succed failed, and my persistance didn't help either. There's no choice but to either destroy my integrity and just do what the rest of the world does (aka selling out)...or just delete the competitions, and from there no more of these will ever ruin my chances of succeeding not only in the internet, but in real life too. The only problems with this is that: My kind hearted self is what stops me from truly actionating this move. The first time I tried deleting the competition was in 2019 (i'm talking about my real life in this whole sentence), and this didn't go too well because of how I overreacted. I got scared and god damn did I ruin myself a lot from that. But a lot of this sterred from my kindness, and yeah. Years later this kind hearted self wouldn't be my choice to success: in other words, I learned that kindness doesn't necessarily bring success most of the time besides from a small amount of recognition. and I strawed away from it slowly but surely bc people don't care too much about kind people irl. Now, this sorta applies to my internet life but in a different manner. What I wanna say is that, The people I don't know personally, I don't connect with and are succesful from something that I could've also succeded at are my competition (or just people who I consder my competition overall). and I no longer take competition too kindly anymore. But if I delete them (like, shut them down, kill them, etc), to me it means that they no longer can ruin my success I could've had if they didn't interfere. It means that I can take back my success the competition took from me that I could've had if they weren't involved in it prior. My old self prevented my forseeable success back then due to the reason I listed above, but these competitions are preventing my success now that I wanna actually succeed, so I'm starting to believe that if I begin deleting the competitions now I can potentially succeed in the way I wanted to succeed all the way back in 4-5 years ago. I don't know what else to say, except for the fact that the new album is quite ambitious due to the track amount. Succeding over "Let's go Jackie Wallince"'s track numbers. so yeah GM out.